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i'm afraid 'doing my best' won't execatly be enough at least not for me to be happy

but you're right. my math teacher thought me so many things- except math- i never knew to do that particullar thing-
but she was the one who thought me that if you have a passion , you can always find a refugee in that passion, that it shields you and protects you from any kind of harm and that whenever you feel like the world is coming down on you and that when you feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders, you can always feel safe within your passion. i saw her having that kind of weight and there were times when her world was coming apart, her best friend almost died in a car accident and we were in class when she got that phonecall. she felt like collapsing but she just took a tissue , wiped her tears, picked up the chalk and continued the exercise and before it was done everything was alright. i learned that from her. and she thought me many valuable things about life... so many things... like the fact that if you want something BAD enough and you do everything humanly possible, then you CAN achieve your goal and see all your dreams fulfill. she and my ex literature teacher are the only two people that ever influenced me in a good way in all thise years of H/S. my literature teacher helped me and made me become passionate about literature. she thought me about books and their secret meanings, and that not always what it's written is what it means, she thought me the secrets and wonders of literature, and inspired me to write again, and i am not talking about poetry here, but about a novel. i wrote a novel called Wolf Demon that i am now looking for a publisher for, and i started that Josh fanfic because i felt empty after finishing the second volume of Wolf Demon. and my math theacher thought me that a passion isn't just a passion, but it's a way of life, and the thing you should never leave , neglect, abandon and/or forget at any times. it really means a lot to me to be able to say that my math teacher (Daniela) was like a mother to me this 4 years and my literature teacher (Stela- yes, her name is Stela *heartbeat*) was my mentor and still is. i got attached to this two women ... i never thought a person like me get so attached to two women that were both my mentors and thought me things outside the classes they teach that i didn't want to see before... for instance before Stela my attitude towards literature was something like 'who needs it? ' and now i am just dieing to get my hands on a good read... and many of the stuff she thought in class i read just because of the passion she talked about them with and the fact that she always knew how to surround the stories she told us - in class as well as in private - with magic. she knew how to make us love literature, even if some of my class never understood what she was really saying. for me literature class was always a magical class... i never took notes in her class. i just stared at her and listened to what she has to say and as for my math teacher.... both Daniela and Stela were 'that' thing that always started in modesty and ended in magnificent for me. the only two teachers and the best of the best. my school has some of the elite teachers in our country as far as highschool goes. but those two were it for me and i will always love and cherish them and their valuable teachings.

all the words in all the books in all the world can not even begin to express my love and admiration for them and i am uber sad that time has come for our paths to part. but i will be sure not to forget them. because i simply can't. and won't. just as i love all my sisters here, YOU ALL KNOW i am never gonna forget you guys , and that i love and cherish you and that you guys are my greatest treasure, i love thise two teachers too. and i wish that they will never forget me either and that i hope and pray i will get to see them again soon and not choke again when i want to tell them how much they mean for me.........

anyway, too much wishful thinking and too much ramble

i love the new wallie btw
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