my favorite Christian songi love the old hymns. we do some of those at my college church but not many.
right now my favorite is "come thou fount"by jadon lavik
im just asking a prayer for both my grandmothers. neither are doing well. my mothers mom is in her late 70;s and is need of a brain operation. the doctors say she either has fluid or a vlood clot in her brain that is making her have seizures. my dads mom is on the top of the list at out local hospital for a kidney transplant. so were hoping it'll be anyday now. but its almost been a year. so now we have to pray and keep waiting that she gets a match soon. shes been through so much, breast cancer and now shes on dialysis and has been for years. she beat cancer, it was hard on all of us. but shes so much better. so like i said were just waiting now....
becca, ive been in your position too. i had no one to talk to. my parents and family ignored me. i never went to therapy i just found God and Josh and it just opened up for me. it sounds odd, and trust me it was. i was going to end it the night josh had his pbs special and he was singing let me fall and it just hit me. like what am i doing?! i have so much to live for. yeah i do have down days but like once in a bloon moon. im praying for you. my friend you are never alone. God is with you always. i send you so many hugs!!



...we are only as strong as we are united, as weak as we are divided. Lord Voldemort's gift for spreading discord
and enmity is very great. We can fight it only by showing an equally strong bond of friendship and trust. Differences of habit and language are nothing at all
if our aims are identical and our hearts are open." Dumbledore



she has an infection in
her catheter i guess. because of something she ate. she'll have to be on antibiotics for at least 5 months. and she may have surgery either tonight or
tomorrow morning. went up and saw her last night. shes doing well. just asking for payers for her. they arent sure how long she'll be there. either until
friday (tomorrow) or next tuesday/wednesday.