~Chez Krisz: Wallpaper no. 277 "Hope" (10/03)~

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DonnieDarkly		#3821	[-]
Posts: 5864 (07/18/08 13:32:05) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	SienaJackson wrote: U won't leave the board, will u? I concider u a great friend and a beautiful person, I would miss u greatly if u left, OK, I don't read fanfix much unless it's Frodo or my own stories, don't wanna tarnish my image of Josh LOL but I hope u don't quit making wallies and stuff, u inspire me a great deal, I wish I had 1/2 the wallie-talent and PS knowhow u do...I love u girl!! Ur words comfort me in times of need, and I hope I've been as good a friend to u as u have to me. (((KRISZ))) Oh, here's me w/ my Zanny teeth in I had to hold them in, didn't have the sticky strips, but when I find them again I'll put them back in and hold them in w/ the sticky strips: Nah, of course I'm not leaving the boards. (((Siena))) The fics are posted elsewhere anyway Even if I stopped making wallpapers altogether (which I will NOT!), I would still stay for my friends. Gosh there are so many people I have come to care about! (I'm hoping a little that I have been a good friend to some of them, at least...) You're a kind, gentle person and you hardly ever say a bad word about anyone, even when they attack you. hug If anything, you teach us patience and forgiving and perseverance in your Photoshop work and in your waiting for good things to come. Weaker people have given up for much lesser bad things than what you have had to endure. hug You teach us strength, too. Hey, that's already four things you're great at putting forward. How awesome is that??? ((Siena)) ...we all have wings, but some of us don't know why... (INXS) ... i n a w o r l d f u l l o f p e o p l e o n l y s o m e w a n t t o fly, i s n ' t t h a t CRAZY...? (Seal) ~ INDODA ESEBE NZELA UNKULUNKULU ~The man who works for God ~ ~ IKAMALAKE USIFISO ~ His name is Hope ~ ~PROUD SUPPORTER OF RAISE 27 and ALL THINGS JOSH~ INSOMNIA'S ART HELP GROBIES IN NEED ______________________________________ My Josh-fiction & art: www.noondarkly.com (tags: Josh Groban)
SienaJackson		#3822	[-]
Posts: 3120 (07/18/08 13:43:14) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Whew, good, I've lost too many good friends in the shuffle. I sure try not to bash ppl, I don't like feeling down and depressed and yeah I ramble and get scared, but it's like I'm never sure what's happening, why all these things happen around me, how so much bad happens to ppl I'm close w/. I think it's a great site here, and yeah, ppl have said they don't like my work, or that it's creepy, but as long as JOSH and FRODO and MICHAEL don't care that I do it, then I'm not hurting anyone. My way of expressing feelings is thru poems, sometimes they get a message across better than hurtful words, rants and ravings. I hope if I ever get married someday I find someone (Michael or Frodo LOL) w/ a bit of Josh's forgiving and accepting nature. I may not like most of my relatives but they can't help who they are stuck being related to, so I'm thankful for my friends. I appreciate all u guys, even on my bad days u still love me LOL!!! I wouldn't make it w/o the friends I've made. (((HUGS ALL))) I am always selfconcious when I do something like pix or poems bc I had teachers and others that were supposed to be guidance figures say, "well, no one wants to hear ur stuff, that's not what we want, I have trouble writing about a pretitled or prepicked subject, it's like my mind wants to find it's own words. I write about Josh and MJ and Frodo, and yeah, some romantic stuff goes on but NOTHING past a soft PG rating where JOSH is concerned, kisses, hugs, handholding, that's about it, but still I don't post those, those are my innermost release and sometimes it's darker than I want the world to see, like his brother and some blond woman that appears in my dreams, they both don't like me but almost all the friends in RL I had, their parents or siblings never like me, save one person, his mom liked me lots. So I do understand writing issues. My poems come from what's around me that inspires, troubles, or moves me in any small way...the stuff I live every day. So I think we have lots in common, anyway, just glad u don't plan on going anywhere, I love ur stuff!! Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson Josh's Angel of Orange Bracelet, JGV ID # 001 I ♥U J♥SH! Be A FAN...RESPECT the MAN! Grobie Sister to Clara, Krisz, Mar, Laura, Furcat, Mae, Lexxa, Luce, Miriam, Tea, Aisling and anyone else who wants to be!! Future Wife Of ♥ Michael ♥ and ♥ Frodo ♥ I ♥ love Michael ♥ Jackson ♥ and ♥ Frodo ♥ too! "BE NICE TO EACHOTHER, Remember why you came."~J♥sh Gr♥ban
SienaJackson	Long story but here goes...	#3823	[-]
Posts: 3121 (07/18/08 14:02:12) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	DonnieDarkly wrote: SienaJackson wrote: Don't worry, my anger is not at any Grobies here, but at the dead realitives who block my friend helping me at every turn, I wish my mom's brother's kid hadn't ever got a hold of me and untill he is long gone out of this life he will have influence, only Josh and Michael and Frodo and Elijah can fight those forces, Josh already patched up one part of his world, but he and Michael are magic, so is Frodo, and it takes magic to fight the curse that is on me, I know my friend said I'm not the jinx but I can't help those feelings...it's been going downhill since '00 when the whole funeral incident happened and I only wish I'd met Josh and Frodo sooner. What funeral incident? hug You know what I think? people (alive or dead) can only hurt you if you show fear. "Love knows no fear", I think that's from the Scriptures... what are you afraid of? Think about it this way: what's the worst that can happen? You die. From here, there are two possibilities: 1) you end up in nothing, you don't know nothing, you have no consciousness (like some religions say), in which case, why worry? If there's nothing, there's nothing to be afraid of any more. 2) You end up SOMEWHERE- in which case, wherever you end up, life doesn't stop... and there is no death, after all. This is how I try to stifle my own fears... I consider the worst thing that can happen. And I realize that's not even so bad. THe night of my Grandpa's funeral in '00. My stupid EVIL incarnate Justin decided to take me out and tell me that my family hated me, what a loser and devil's spawn I am for loving MJ and others, and that my mom and dad basically left me for my Grandpaents to take care of, and they were about done w/ me, and that I was using an angel's heart to do devil's work, and that I had a yr to get my s#$t together or the dead relatives were gonna pounce on me and I'd end up on the losing end. To quit my job or they wood, they did, give up my firends or they'd do it for me, they did, all my RL friends are gone, and give up all pastimes. Guess I pretty much did when the friends all died. My life went to h*ll in a handbag. I started having prob's w/ teeth, losing friends, and my mom's brother (oldest) now utterly hates me (his 2nd wife doesn't tho, she's a Josh fan!) and makes no bones about saying I'm a piece of s#$t anyway, and he complains about how I talk about my dad's mom, go figure. Anyway, the SOB that is his kid that did all this told me that the dead relatives were watching. NOw, I've gone and jinxedc my friend, he prob. will have something wrong happen in Oct. bc of me...his wife is needing surgery for some reason, his land-stuff fell thru (our economy sucks bad here in US) and one thing Justin said that there was a war coming (this was BEFORE 9/11) and I WAS GONNA LOSE...so he KNEW about it he knew I'd be caught up, he sat on my Grandfather's deathbed and got in his head and now all the relatives hate me, only my mom, dad, brother/sister and her mom don't hate me others, well save Mom's youngest brother's kids (they're all younger but they don't hate me either) they don't hate me thank God, and my sister's family all but the BIL, I don't like him. he used to watch me dress thru the keyhole in the bathroom door. Sick if u ask me. So, that's thr funeral incident, the day my life started to fall apart, and that's why I need Zanny's of all my fave guys. So I thank God for magic ppl liek Josh ahd Michael and Frodo, they all need to vaporize the relatives and run the dead ones off. Sorry for the long post. Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson Josh's Angel of Orange Bracelet, JGV ID # 001 I ♥U J♥SH! Be A FAN...RESPECT the MAN! Grobie Sister to Clara, Krisz, Mar, Laura, Furcat, Mae, Lexxa, Luce, Miriam, Tea, Aisling and anyone else who wants to be!! Future Wife Of ♥ Michael ♥ and ♥ Frodo ♥ I ♥ love Michael ♥ Jackson ♥ and ♥ Frodo ♥ too! "BE NICE TO EACHOTHER, Remember why you came."~J♥sh Gr♥ban
Joshsmistress		#3824	[-]
Posts: 2580 (07/18/08 14:49:13) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	I'm sorry about your story Seina hugs I wish I could help... and yes, Donnie, people may be annoyed by us but we shall spread the love! Sophia: Angel of all of Josh's backstage rose gifts You're still you, after all. Thank God. In 8th grade I first heard an angel sing. Yeah, his name is Josh. If you can make me smile, if you can make me laugh (despite what my past horrors are) you must be a miracle worker.
loveJoshsSmile		#3825	[-]
Posts: 1346 (07/18/08 16:28:55) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	DonnieDarkly wrote: Hi Lexxa I apologize for not replying to this right away, man, sometimes posts are way faster than me naw, don't apologise (((krisz))) i will try to keep my answers simple and short......i hope i can manage that coz there is a lot to read already Your idea was great, and I'm digesting it in my head. You can send me ideas any time. I will credit you on the wallpaper! It's only fair... I'm so GLAD that you liked it LOL~~thx (((krisz)))~~~you made my day I know I promised your wallie will be next, but these past few days had been very loaden with my own ideas. I was affected by the full moon (officially full today, Friday) and thoughts that are the result of some 8 years of uhm, hiding in a soft place to avoid getting hurt. naw, don't worry bout that! i am patient w/ the ones i love (yeah, talking bout you)~other than the ones i love and care bout can just forget bout the concept of patience (tee hee) Writing had become a major part of me, it's a way of expressing myself, telling the world about my fears and joys, and lately, a way of self-dicovery. Self-therapy, I call it. Anyway, we all do that ~~ i do poetry, siena too~~ you write! and you write sooo beautiful!!! I only realized yesterday... that what had been bothering me for months now is the fact that I don't want to write about Josh any more... and in fact, to be honest, it has never been him I wrote about, but mostly, the characters beside him. He was a given, he was someone we all know (some parts of him at least), so these stories were kindof easy to follow. I have been using him big time... he inspired me to write... he still does... but I think I have come to the point where I just don't want to write fanfics any more. oke, one atta time: don't get mad....bites nails~~ deep down you always knew! it just surfaced in this last days 2)those fanfics are soo great (i lurked around a few times) 3) he inspires ALL of us in a way or the other~ I want to write my own stuff. The characters I gave Josh to handle... were all mine. I should have seen it all this time. He helped me a great deal, but all those characters were just people I made up... so why couldn't I make up someone... who is not Josh? you so could sweetie ! you have the power, the talent and the imagination!~~~i'm right behind you~ will always be there to suport you I can write on my own. About characters I make up in my mind. If you (anyone in general, not you Lexxa ) read any of my stories- Mary, Chris, Kat, Anne, Lyudmila, Aimée, all of these are just so independent of Josh. God help me, why did this take me so much to realize?! you needed time to reflect I do know the answer... I need readers and no one would read my stories just like that. So many people are writing... I did need readership, so I posted in a community where I knew people would read what I wrote. THAT is something I will dearly miss if I stop writing fanfics... you have noth to miss sweetie!!! your fanfix will be missed if or when you stop writing them, but your readers are gonna still read them (most of them anyway) ~~or so i pray and hope. You have a gift, and it would be a shame to let it go to waste. I'm so dead scared no one will read what I write, that the loneliness of the thought makes me feel like abandoning writing altogether so I'm not sure how I'll proceed from here, but I know that I need to let go of Josh... I i just told you. you ARE NOT ALONE!!! if you feel the need to let go of josh in your wrightings, than you should~ if it makes you happy, than go for it! and never look back in regret! life's too short for regrets! - what next? everything you could of dreamed in your life! anything is possible~ don't be afraid to reach for the horison! it's not that hard! the sky is our limit and that is exactly how it should be! there's nothing wrong with building castles in the sky (even if it's just a story you wrote!)!!!! THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH REACHING OUT TOO HIGH!!! remember that!!! so why CAN'T we built our castels up in the sky??? ~~~ we can dream all we want ~ daydreams or not, they are still dreams! and the best part is when you have the power to put them on paper and let the whole world read them !!! that takes guts , if not anything else~ i never was able to do that, and i think i will never be.... Sorry for hijacking your post Lexxa, this kindof wanted to get out of me. Apologies for the diary-post, y'all. naw, you're not hijacking the post ! LOL i guess what i'm trying to say, and not getting it out that well, is the fact that dreams do come true, if you dream them enough to take action! i can see that writing means a lot to you! i am not gonna tell you what to do ~ i do NOT have that power!~ it's totally up to you, and if i can do anything to help you , i am here , whenever you need me ~ it's tottally up to you , i know it's a lot of pressure, but i think that no one should do somethn that they feel bad, or depressed about if they have the power to stop those emotions the full moon~~~ wow~~~ it's kinda creepy..... even for me i sometimes wake up in the middle of the night and start writing. i sleep with paper and penn right next to my bed. If i don't do that i feel misrable ~~ hope you are not like that, and pray that soon you'll be the good-old krisz that we know, this nostalgic part of you is just too much for my little heart! i can't do anything to make it better and that makes me go nuts! ___----`````i hope i didn't upset you with my post`````------____ (((((((((((((((hugs you super duper giga-terra much))))))))))))))))))) and remember that i'm here, and i'm shure that i'm not the only one. so don't be scared of being alone ! YOU ARE NOT i am sorry for hijacking the thread, though ... LOL (hugs you so super tight~~ till your ribs start to crack) The official Thud Lady Of The Ranch Be a fan!... Respect the man... JGV-ID #18 "keep up the great vibes on the message board, be nice to each other, everybody be nice to each other, this is about fun, about music, [...] remember why you came on the board!" ~ Josh's first video blog i'm addicted! and he is my drug....... grobbie sis to JGV ID #002(ndyanna aka Dy), #003 (mooose aka Stephanie), # 019 DonnieDarkly(aka Krisz),#013 janette1(Janet) and all the other wonderful inhabitants of our crazy ranch , and all the beautiful Josh's Angels and Apples joshmyangel (aka Mae) , StarryNightWanderer(aka Debora), robinqm(Robin*QM), Supernay(NAY) Peace, Love, Respect!
ndyanna		#3826	[-]
Posts: 2354 (07/18/08 23:56:17) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Hi Krisz, hope you're fine. Sorry I did not have time to pass by yesterday. A good friend of mine gets married next Saturday and we met to have a chat about the big event............I'm not fond of weddings, but I can't spoil other people's joy about such events.............so, I smiled and swallowed everything once more. Such events make me sad because I was never happy so far in my life and I just can't understand why not............. Anyway, I won't be on the board this afternoon either so I just stopped by to say "hi" and give you a hug! What a BREATHTAKING VOICE! Josh Groban could sing a grocery list and it would still sound beautiful! RESPECT for Mr. Josh Groban! JGV - ID #002, inhabitant of the old Grobie Ranch and sister to those wonderful people living there, too!
Kitchencanary		#3827	[-]
Posts: 1320 (07/19/08 09:25:51) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Yo Krisz, come out, come out where ever you are!!! Ollie, Ollie, home free all!!! And as an added incentive, borrowed from the Non-Deleted Thread - Soon to be renamed!! TADA! Kit Honesty has a beautiful and refreshing simplicity about it. No ulterior motives. No hidden meanings. An absence of hypocrisy, duplicity, political games, and verbal superficiality. As honesty and real integrity characterize our lives, there will be no need to manipulate others. ---*Charles Swindoll--- ...we are only as strong as we are united, as weak as we are divided. Lord Voldemort's gift for spreading discord and enmity is very great. We can fight it only by showing an equally strong bond of friendship and trust. Differences of habit and language are nothing at all if our aims are identical and our hearts are open." Dumbledore* Click here for the "Grobanites For Charity" Web Site!!
EccentricElf23		#3828	[-]
Posts: 1314 (07/19/08 12:15:21) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	KRISZ!!! I know I haven't visited you in a while, and I'm sorry. But I'm back now, and I have so much to catch up on! I'm just going to comment on the wallies, okay? If there was any super-vital news I missed, please tell me. Anyways. "Battlefield" is great! I love all the symbolism and deep meaning you put behind it. "Voice" is intense! I love the whole concept, awesome! Great pic too, do you have the original of it? GOOD it's not his blood. Who's is it then? The shirt design is beautiful!!! I love the quote, the fonts, the way the colors look together, and of course the pic! "Purple passion"- GORGEOUS! Purple is my fave color, and I love that pic of Josh! I'm really into all the effects you put on it, too. "Fall" is awesome! Heehee, the words do look like they're falling! And it's all sparkly!! Anyways I hope everyone is doing okay, and I've missed you!! ~Hannah ~Hannah~Josh's Angel of AWAKE- Fan of 3:15, "when you're lost inside", and "Sing choirs of angels" Proud to Be His Handicapped Angel and Protector of Josh's Hands Beauty In The Breakdown And on this day, we hope for what we still can't see
loveJoshsSmile		#3829	[-]
Posts: 1370 (07/19/08 13:08:19) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	drive-by-post just wanted to say goodbye to you all sigh......... gonna miss you all! uhm.... actually not goodbye, only see ya lat8r! luv yu all ps: my train leaves in 12 hours, pretty much wich i'll sleep and i'm not gonna be here tommorrow (takle hugs you all till ribs brake) will miss you all The official Thud Lady Of The Ranch Be a fan!... Respect the man... JGV-ID #18 "keep up the great vibes on the message board, be nice to each other, everybody be nice to each other, this is about fun, about music, [...] remember why you came on the board!" ~ Josh's first video blog i'm addicted! and he is my drug....... grobbie sis to JGV ID #002(ndyanna aka Dy), #003 (mooose aka Stephanie), # 019 DonnieDarkly(aka Krisz),#013 janette1(Janet) and all the other wonderful inhabitants of our crazy ranch , and all the beautiful Josh's Angels and Apples joshmyangel (aka Mae) , StarryNightWanderer(aka Debora), robinqm(Robin*QM), Supernay(NAY) Peace, Love, Respect!
EccentricElf23		#3830	[-]
Posts: 1317 (07/19/08 13:14:18) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	LEXXA WE WILL MISS YOU see, this is what happens when you stay off the boards for too long, silly Hannah. People leave and you almost miss it! ~Hannah~Josh's Angel of AWAKE- Fan of 3:15, "when you're lost inside", and "Sing choirs of angels" Proud to Be His Handicapped Angel and Protector of Josh's Hands Beauty In The Breakdown And on this day, we hope for what we still can't see
loveJoshsSmile		#3831	[-]
Posts: 1373 (07/19/08 16:19:37) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	hannah, sweetie, i'm leaving for a month, not only a day....... anyway....can't sleep it's 3.20 A.M and i CAN"T SLEEP (( moving on! i'll do my best to come back asap! love you all K, i apologise again for hijacking the thread (takle hugs)-- luv yu girlie! The official Thud Lady Of The Ranch Be a fan!... Respect the man... JGV-ID #18 "keep up the great vibes on the message board, be nice to each other, everybody be nice to each other, this is about fun, about music, [...] remember why you came on the board!" ~ Josh's first video blog i'm addicted! and he is my drug....... grobbie sis to JGV ID #002(ndyanna aka Dy), #003 (mooose aka Stephanie), # 019 DonnieDarkly(aka Krisz),#013 janette1(Janet) and all the other wonderful inhabitants of our crazy ranch , and all the beautiful Josh's Angels and Apples joshmyangel (aka Mae) , StarryNightWanderer(aka Debora), robinqm(Robin*QM), Supernay(NAY) Peace, Love, Respect!
EccentricElf23		#3832	[-]
Posts: 1319 (07/19/08 16:32:35) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	ACK, REALLY?? WELL GOOD LUCK HON We will miss you lots! PM's you ~Hannah~Josh's Angel of AWAKE- Fan of 3:15, "when you're lost inside", and "Sing choirs of angels" Proud to Be His Handicapped Angel and Protector of Josh's Hands Beauty In The Breakdown And on this day, we hope for what we still can't see
DonnieDarkly		#3833	[-]
Posts: 5877 (07/20/08 02:57:24) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	angry with herself At least I got to PM Lexxa before she left. I was so immersed in my private drama that I neglected my friends for almost two days. Sorry, y'all... I'll reply to all the posts asap, gotta go cook now, and it's Sunday, I feel like being lazy... lazy lazy lazy. Lexxa, take care of yourself, good luck with your license and catch you when you return! Four weeks is nothing... hugs ...we all have wings, but some of us don't know why... (INXS) ... i n a w o r l d f u l l o f p e o p l e o n l y s o m e w a n t t o fly, i s n ' t t h a t CRAZY...? (Seal) ~ INDODA ESEBE NZELA UNKULUNKULU ~The man who works for God ~ ~ IKAMALAKE USIFISO ~ His name is Hope ~ ~PROUD SUPPORTER OF RAISE 27 and ALL THINGS JOSH~ INSOMNIA'S ART HELP GROBIES IN NEED ______________________________________ My Josh-fiction & art: www.noondarkly.com (tags: Josh Groban)
Joshsmistress		#3834	[-]
Posts: 2582 (07/20/08 06:37:34) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	It's okay. Go be lazy Donnie! Sophia: Angel of all of Josh's backstage rose gifts You're still you, after all. Thank God. In 8th grade I first heard an angel sing. Yeah, his name is Josh. If you can make me smile, if you can make me laugh (despite what my past horrors are) you must be a miracle worker.
DonnieDarkly		#3835	[-]
Posts: 5885 (07/20/08 12:18:33) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	SienaJackson wrote: THe night of my Grandpa's funeral in '00. My stupid EVIL incarnate Justin decided to take me out and tell me that my family hated me, what a loser and devil's spawn I am for loving MJ and others, and that my mom and dad basically left me for my Grandpaents to take care of, and they were about done w/ me, and that I was using an angel's heart to do devil's work, and that I had a yr to get my s#$t together or the dead relatives were gonna pounce on me and I'd end up on the losing end. To quit my job or they wood, they did, give up my firends or they'd do it for me, they did, all my RL friends are gone, and give up all pastimes. Guess I pretty much did when the friends all died. My life went to hll in a handbag. I started having prob's w/ teeth, losing friends, and my mom's brother (oldest) now utterly hates me (his 2nd wife doesn't tho, she's a Josh fan!) and makes no bones about saying I'm a piece of s#$t anyway, and he complains about how I talk about my dad's mom, go figure. Anyway, the SOB that is his kid that did all this told me that the dead relatives were watching. NOw, I've gone and jinxedc my friend, he prob. will have something wrong happen in Oct. bc of me...his wife is needing surgery for some reason, his land-stuff fell thru (our economy sucks bad here in US) and one thing Justin said that there was a war coming (this was BEFORE 9/11) and I WAS GONNA LOSE...so he KNEW about it he knew I'd be caught up, he sat on my Grandfather's deathbed and got in his head and now all the relatives hate me, only my mom, dad, brother/sister and her mom don't hate me others, well save Mom's youngest brother's kids (they're all younger but they don't hate me either) they don't hate me thank God, and my sister's family all but the BIL, I don't like him. he used to watch me dress thru the keyhole in the bathroom door. Sick if u ask me. So, that's thr funeral incident, the day my life started to fall apart, and that's why I need Zanny's of all my fave guys. So I thank God for magic ppl liek Josh ahd Michael and Frodo, they all need to vaporize the relatives and run the dead ones off. Sorry for the long post. hug* This sounds like a major family drama... so, Justing told you evil things would happen to you, and they did...? I suspect you were so scared they would happen, that you "helped" the bad energies to come into your life... Ugh, I wish I could explain this more but there is a reason why I try to stick to positive thoughts, art and stories... (well, we could talk about the stories but I plan to give them all a VERY strong positive message in the end). They say that fear makes bad things come into one's life... and positivity will help good things happen. Can it be that you believed Justin, because you had a very low self-esteem as it is, and then all the bad things happened afterwards? It would make sense... He was wrong you know... first of all, dead people do watch us, but they hardly hurt anybody. (Besides, we can't know for sure, we haven't been there with them, have we?) Second, you still have friends... third, your family still loves you, and the ones who don't are just plain mean. Give yourself a break and smile at the world- it will smile back! hug ...we all have wings, but some of us don't know why... (INXS) ... i n a w o r l d f u l l o f p e o p l e o n l y s o m e w a n t t o fly, i s n ' t t h a t CRAZY...? (Seal) ~ INDODA ESEBE NZELA UNKULUNKULU ~The man who works for God ~ ~ IKAMALAKE USIFISO ~ His name is Hope ~ ~PROUD SUPPORTER OF RAISE 27 and ALL THINGS JOSH~ INSOMNIA'S ART HELP GROBIES IN NEED ______________________________________ My Josh-fiction & art: www.noondarkly.com (tags: Josh Groban)
DonnieDarkly		#3836	[-]
Posts: 5886 (07/20/08 12:35:53) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	loveJoshsSmile wrote: (post edited for length LOL) ___----`````i hope i didn't upset you with my post`````------____ (((((((((((((((hugs you super duper giga-terra much))))))))))))))))))) and remember that i'm here, and i'm shure that i'm not the only one. so don't be scared of being alone ! YOU ARE NOT i am sorry for hijacking the thread, though ... LOL (hugs you so super tight~~ till your ribs start to crack) Oyyyyyy. Whatta post... thank you so much Lexxa, for taking the time and dealing with my cr@p LOL okay, I will not go line by line (I still don't know how to do it and no one is helping me! whines) but I really want to thank you for looking into my fics (which one did you read into? curious! ), and telling me that I can do it. Break free, I mean. (Btw you did not upse me with your post, on the contrary! And no you did not hijack the thread, thank you for replying in such detail, it always makes me feel special if someone takes the time to reply like this!!!!) I have been putting the subject behind me these past few days, now that the "decision" had been made... on the one hand, I know that I should do just what I decided, on the other, I want to go back to my fics, they are safe, they are my soft place, and when I write them, I find out things about myself, and sometimes others benefit also. I definitely want to finish the ones I started, and as for the other great ideas I have, I need to think of them as independent stories... sigh... Poetry... I admire everyone who is able to write poems. I can't. I was never good at poems... in fact, I sucked LOL. In poems, one needs to cut down on the length, one needs to be concise, yet meaningful. NOT my cup of tea... so, kudos to all of you people who are able to have your say in poems. ((Lexxa)) ((Siena)) Dreams... I don't know if I have dreams... I used to have them... but my life is so 99.999999% perfect that I can't possibly dream of anything else, can I?! My family loves me... I have someone special in my life, we love each other... I have a paying job... I'm able to pay for tickets to see my favourite artists... I can afford to travel... I have wonderful friends. I even have wonderful pets. There's simply nothing I would change about my life. Heck, I forgot my hobbies that make me so happy: photoshop, writing, reading, movies, etc. So many of them. The reason why everything is not 100% perfect is that I'm still looking for some answers, meanings, and a purpose... and I want to be a better person, which takes time. Writing sometimes feels like an important purpose, other times, just a useless pastime... I guess it is both, depending on when I do it, and how much love I put into it. Without love, words are so wasted and meaningless... I guess you're already away from your compy, but I'm pretty sure you'll read this post when you get back, and just so you know, you're an incredible girl and I'm happy we met online. hug I have a strong hunch that if Josh comes to Romania or Hungary, we can probably meet giggle if only he did come. Sigh. Okay, there's a dream for you: Josh to Hungary... so that I can take my mom and all my friends. Stay safe Lexxa and let us know how you are, when you can! Hugs, K. ...we all have wings, but some of us don't know why... (INXS) ... i n a w o r l d f u l l o f p e o p l e o n l y s o m e w a n t t o fly, i s n ' t t h a t CRAZY...? (Seal) ~ INDODA ESEBE NZELA UNKULUNKULU ~The man who works for God ~ ~ IKAMALAKE USIFISO ~ His name is Hope ~ ~PROUD SUPPORTER OF RAISE 27 and ALL THINGS JOSH~ INSOMNIA'S ART HELP GROBIES IN NEED ______________________________________ My Josh-fiction & art: www.noondarkly.com (tags: Josh Groban)
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Posts: 5887 (07/20/08 12:41:22) Reply Quote More Recent Posts Message Friend Block Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	ndyanna wrote: Hi Krisz, hope you're fine. Sorry I did not have time to pass by yesterday. A good friend of mine gets married next Saturday and we met to have a chat about the big event............I'm not fond of weddings, but I can't spoil other people's joy about such events.............so, I smiled and swallowed everything once more. Such events make me sad because I was never happy so far in my life and I just can't understand why not............. Anyway, I won't be on the board this afternoon either so I just stopped by to say "hi" and give you a hug! ((Dy)) I don't like weddings either... stone me to death, but I think weddings are overrated. Industrialised. Commercialised. And all that jazz. Sometimes a couple prepares to have this magnificent, uber-frantic-fabulous day called "weding", they spend fortunes on a dress, on cakes, on everything, when they could spend the money to buy something useful, or help someone in need. The meals are especially exaggerated... I do see the point in a wedding. In marriage. I understand why people get married and why they want to make that day special. But sometimes, that very day turns out to be the most beautiful in their life... and I think that kinda tells the story... Now, having bashed the wedding ceremonies LOOOOOOOL, I hope your friend will have a good one, in good weather, and no major problems like in "Four weddings and a funeral" But your life is far from ended... believe me, you'll be happy faster than you can prepare yourself LOL. hug Life is not only failures and sadness... as a rule, good things need to happen after bad ones. Don't give up, it's just... life! hug ...we all have wings, but

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